- Online Game : God Level Assasin, I am The Shadow!
- GTA Chapter 191
Chapter 191: I Really Want to Go to That World, But It’s Just a Dream
Ashashis’ gaze at Qin Feng seemed to carry a hint of awareness, as if she had noticed his confusion.
She smiled faintly, her pale golden eyes meeting his. “Heir, the Judgment Authority can only be activated by you. The Judgment Blade is merely an auxiliary tool… You haven’t activated the Judgment Authority, so naturally, she hasn’t been judged.”
Upon hearing this, Qin Feng was completely bewildered.
“I’m such an idiot…”
“When I killed her earlier, I didn’t even have the Judgment Blade!”
“Without the Judgment Blade, I have no divinity, and without divinity, how can I activate the authority?”
Qin Feng held his head in his hands.
Ashashis suppressed a smile. “Heir, there’s no need to be concerned. In this life, Qin Xiaoyou hasn’t committed any major offenses. Even if you were to pass judgment on her, you wouldn’t gain much.”
Qin Feng was a little surprised by this.
He cautiously asked, “So, the greater the crime a sinner commits, the more my Judgment Blade improves after I pass judgment on them?”
He had subconsciously spoken in the Great Xia language.
As soon as he finished speaking, he realized that this Judgment Messenger didn’t understand Great Xia at all…
But to his surprise, Ashashis smiled lightly and replied in perfect Great Xia, “In a sense, what you said is correct.”
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Qin Feng widened his eyes. “You can speak Great Xia?”
Ashashis sighed and looked at him with the expression of someone trying to patiently deal with a fool. “I couldn’t before. But is it impossible to learn?”
“…Right.”
Qin Feng felt a bit embarrassed.
The higher one’s mental attributes, the stronger their memory and comprehension. For someone like Ashashis, learning a new language was incredibly easy.
When Qin Feng first met her, she had just arrived and couldn’t speak Great Xia—this was normal. But if she still couldn’t speak it after all this time, that would be an insult to her intelligence…
Qin Feng scratched his head. “So, if that’s the case… was pulling her in here just to use her as a teaching example for me?”
Ashashis nodded before shaking her head.
She explained, “Using her as an example is one thing. But in her previous life, she came into contact with the Eye of Judgment and even tried to steal it. That’s a grave offense against the gods… To judge a ‘blasphemer’ like her will result in significant rewards for you.”
Qin Feng was skeptical. “But you just said that was something she did in her previous life. Judging her in this life wouldn’t matter, right?”
Ashashis spoke slowly. “That’s why she appears here… Just now, I gave her a small ‘gift.'”
“Eh?”
Qin Feng blinked, confused.
Qin Xiaoyou got a gift?
But it was obvious that this ‘gift’ was not the same as a regular gift.
“A blasphemer will inevitably face judgment.”
Ashashis’ pale golden eyes swept over Qin Feng as she continued, “I sent her memories from her past life into her dreams. When she dies in this life, the memories of her previous life will fully awaken. At that time, she will be the Qin Xiaoyou from her last life, and you can pass judgment on her.”
Wait, what?!
Qin Feng was stunned.
Her past life’s memories… sent into Qin Xiaoyou’s dreams?
Did this mean Qin Xiaoyou was also… reborn?
Ashashis bent slightly and continued, “Before she dies in this life, she’ll only experience fragmented dreams related to you. It won’t impact your world too much.”
Qin Feng asked, “Couldn’t you make her dream nothing at all?”
This felt… strange.
Ashashis shook her head and spoke meaningfully, “In her past life, the memories related to you were far too profound…”
Qin Feng furrowed his brow.
The implication was that…
The Qin Xiaoyou from her previous life had been constantly thinking about him before she died?
“Did she regret it just before she died when she realized she had been deceived by Song Fei?”
Qin Feng thought to himself. He knew that once he died, the God Slayer Guild wouldn’t last long, and as for Qin Xiaoyou, it would be the same. He just didn’t know how long she managed to survive after his death.
Qin Feng shook his head. There was no need to think too much about his previous life.
He looked at Ashashis and said, “Even if that’s the case, there’s no way I’m going to kill her. After all, she hasn’t really done anything in this life.”
According to Ashashis, this life’s Qin Xiaoyou was hardly worth judging…
Qin Feng wouldn’t suddenly decide to kill her.
If he had wanted to kill her, he could have done it long ago. There was no reason to wait until now.
Now, Qin Feng simply regarded Qin Xiaoyou as a stranger.
If he were to judge her, it would be after she died in this life.
“Heir, that is your choice.”
Ashashis bowed slightly and smiled. “I am your divine messenger and will not interfere with your decisions. However… it is time for you to learn Ancient God Language. If you wish to better master and wield the Judgment Authority, Ancient God Language is essential.”
With those words, Ashashis casually tossed something into Qin Feng’s hands.
Qin Feng looked down and saw it was a divine book titled Ancient God Language Scriptures!
“…”
The introduction to the divine book read: Through this sacred book, you can create 247,000 copies of the Ancient God Language teaching books, painstakingly compiled from the major civilizations of the entire universe! Once you’ve read them all, you will become a master of the Ancient God Language!
247,000 books?
Okay, okay!
…
Meanwhile!
Qin Xiaoyou, who had been slain in the “Land of Judgment,” had fallen into a deep coma.
Fragmented memories from her past life began to unfold in her mind like a slideshow, as if she were dreaming.
In these memories…
There was no one else, no other events.
The only thing that stood out was when the Godforsaken Game began, Qin Feng had cared for and protected her. Even though she was weak, he always tried to bring her along when hunting epic-tier bosses to gain reputation…
But strangely, whenever she tried to recall those epic bosses, the other team members, or the guild members, there were no images at all.
Initially, these memories weren’t that remarkable.
It was simply a story of a powerful player doting on his sister.
But the key was…
What kind of life was Qin Xiaoyou living in this world?
She was constantly rejected when forming random teams, relentlessly killed by bosses, bullied by other guilds, and eventually had her legs sawn off by a murderous maniac, leaving her disabled…
In contrast, the memories she had—where she was cared for—felt like heaven compared to her current nightmare.
And then…
The most heartbreaking scene appeared in her dreams.
She had gouged out Qin Feng’s eyes herself!
“Don’t worry, Song Fei said he would get you new eyes. As long as you don’t stop us from being together…”
She cheerfully turned and walked away…
Whoosh!
Qin Xiaoyou suddenly woke up and opened her eyes.
She stared blankly at the white walls of the hospital room, her gaze falling to the empty space where her legs used to be…
For a long time.
Tears welled up at the corners of her eyes.
“I really want to go to that world… where not only is Qin Feng there, but Song Fei hasn’t died, and I can live happily with him…”
“But alas… it’s just a dream…”
“Wait… wait a minute…”
“That skill… that skill…”
Qin Xiaoyou’s heart raced as she recalled a skill from the fragmented memories.
Wasn’t that a skill that could regenerate lost limbs?
It seemed like she had lost a finger to a monster, and then Qin Feng had found someone to heal her using a skill, and her finger grew back…
But the memory was blurry.
She quickly sighed.
“It’s just a dream… It’s all fake… all fake…”
“In the game, if I lose a finger, it regenerates when I respawn.”
“As for in reality, where are there any monsters?”
Qin Xiaoyou sat on the hospital bed, dazed.
What she didn’t know was that after the first wave of the desolation spread, monsters would soon appear in the real world!
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(Author Note: Just to emphasize: No redemption, no redemption, no redemption!)